Hi Dena, just checking on you and Nat again. I can just "hear" the despair as you write... I feel so for you. Your poor heart must be breaking. I can only imagine the stress you must be under at the moment.
Please know that we are all here for you, and I'm sure there are many,many prayers being said for Natalie. I will check back in the morning (my morning)
and see if you're awake. You should try to get some sleep to keep your strength up.
to you and
to Natalie.