I know! When I go into some stores and look at the clothes, all I can think is that I will look like my grandma's couch if I were to wear some of the things! Big girls are beautiful too! I'm just glad that there are some companies that have wised up and are offering trendy clothes in sizes that will fit people like me. I look cute again! I know it's not healthy, but I will always be big.
And I think that some people don't understand that it's not as easy for us to do things like exercise because of our weight. It is a double bind. We want to be thin, but it's hard to do the things we need to in order to be thin. That makes people depressed. When a lot of womyn are depressed, they eat. That makes us bigger, and thus more depressed. And then your told you are too fat, which makes you depressed. UGH!
And I hate getting looks at the lake because I am a bigger girl in a swimsuit! It's not like I'm in a string bikini! I'm wearing more than most people there, and refuse to wear a t-shirt. It's just a little chub people!
Wow, I didn't realize this was going to be that long. Sorry but I got on a roll
