Today my boyfriend's best friend's gf had a baby. they're both 17. So is Nathan (my boyfriend).
I'm 15 and its just so hard, watching him enter adulthood without me. he's thinking about college and marriage and today, after seeing Avery (the new baby), even kids
. I feel so lonely.
I'm just so scared b/c I've always told myself, we're only teenagers, this relationship isnt forever. but now I'm faced with that reality, that it might actually NOT last forever. I never realized I loved him like I just did.
I just feel like I cant (well, wont) give him the things he wants for a long time. and i'm scared he wont want to wait for me.
Sorry if you guys dont appreciate a teenager coming in and posting about things like this. just venting.