Oh my goodness girl. Im sooo sorry to hear all of this. I couldn't imagine. All I can say is that I had a rough go of it about 2 years ago where it felt like the world fell apart on me. Everything went wrong and everything was heartbreakinly difficult. During all the hard stuff I lost my 5 month old yorkie puppy tragically as well (he ingested rat poison). All I can say is lean on whoever is around and gather strength from those who you look up to, those who have been through tragedy and you'll see how strong you can be, and you'll come out a better person through it all. Its tough right now, but don't bury your head in the sand, or bury your emotions. Feel it all and the quickest and easiest way to get over pain and loss is to go through it and face it head on instead of going around it and not facing it. (((HUGS)))
__________________ “Petting, scratching, and cuddling a dog could be as soothing to the mind and heart as deep meditation and almost as good for the soul as prayer.” ― Dean Koontz |