Man you guys- I'm just now seeing this thread and thank you so so much.
It's been so hard and I think what I thought was a virus is a reaction to all the changes and losing my husband so I guess it's stress but I've never felt so sick before in my life as I did the last 2 weeks.
I'm trying to focus on one day at a time and eating very bland food but it's so hard to eat. My girls need me and they're keeping me going and you all have been just outstanding and awesome with your prayers and emails and pm's -
I wish I was here and miss you all so much but am trying to find full time work and also trying to go thru my husbands things - it's a hard hard thing to do but I have to look at the future now. The girls are depending on me to get us thru this and thanks to you all I know I have friends.
I love you and thanks so much - your prayers mean more to me than I can say. I really miss posting and talking. It seems like forever since I laughed but I know one day this all will get easier.
Sending hugs to everyone and thank you. I feel so bad I didn't see this sooner but you just made me smile and that's SO appreciated. |