I know just how you feel. London will be 1 in 3 days and she is not yet spayed cause i am freaked out and scared. I know i eventually have to do it but because of her tiny frame i've put it off but i have been asking questions. I don't know where to get it done cause a lady told me not to get any surgery's done at the vet i go to. She also said i might want to wait, but ive waited i think enough. I don't think she will grow more.