Gosh, Mandee.....I'm so sorry to hear that. It sounds like you are in a bad place right now, and I feel horrible that you are hurting so much. I understand your concern that you and your bff won't stay as close. That happened to my bf once we moved to Atlanta. We are still close, but it isn't the same.

Anyway, maybe it won't actually happen for several years like they said.
I know it is hard, but try to stay strong. Enjoy the time you have with her! And Kelsey is right......you still have all of us at YT!!!!