Oh Denise, I am so so sorry you all are going through this
First of all, let me just say - please do not ever feel like you have to "explain" yourself to anyone here. I mean I know you wanted to be honest and let everyone know what was going on....but please do not feel ashamed for feeling the way you feel, and don't ever feel like you have to "explain your feelings". You cannot help those feelings....they are what they are, and you can't "turn them off" so to speak.
It obviously really was just TOO SOON for you guys. And by getting a new baby, this is the only way that you were going to find out. You tried...I know you did. You all were so thrilled about bringing baby Macy home, it showed in every e-mail and PM I received from you, and every post you made.
And honestly Denise, I cannot imagine ANYONE here hating you for this. And if they do - you know what? It doesn't matter. You don't need ANYONE'S approval here to make decisions. You are a grown adult and you have to do what YOU know is best for you and your family.
So big hugs to you and the kiddos, and big hugs to Macy. You are only thinking of whats best for everyone, and that is exactly what you should be doing. You are a very brave and strong person for doing this girl, and we love ya.
Big hugs sweetie
