Denise are you crazy, no one on this forum thinks bad of you...It is so hard, Maddie was your baby and the shock and pain that your family suffered when she was gone takes time to get over, sometimes getting another one helps, but I truly believe that with Maddie was your heart & will take alot longer to heal, and also Macy looked so much like her that its hard not to think about Maddie all the time..My heart just breaks for your family and you...it took me 2 years to get another yorkie after Tucker passed, and God help me if anything happen to mine now, so anyone with a heart understands, you have to do what is best for you and your family and Macy...your a great person Denise, it takes a big person to do what you are doing, its hard, but you have the biggest heart and know its all about Macy and your family...God bless you and when the time is right you will know...