your not crazy and dont let the thougths of others get you down. You take care of you and yours and let the other be. Everyone tends to have opinions and jumps to conclusions and judges you for your misfortunes. Forget them. If your house needs blessed...BLESS IT, If you need pills, take em! If you want a cigarette SMOKE IT Whatever works for you. Walk around repeating in your head LIVE MY LIFE and when someone says anything negative to you, look at them and say LIVE YOUR LIFE. Helps me all the time. Plus they dont really have much of a come back to it....
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