I think you should have never created this tread. I already see you getting future bad posts. And it looks like your trying to sell pups even if you stated your not. I'm not saying it's true or not but this is what it seems to many. I mean look at the title! and where you posted it. The place everyone goes. Again, I'm not saying that you are but what it seems... And it also makes it seems that you want people's sympathy but now your going to get a bigger bad reactionn then the pms you got.......
Just my thoughts

.. I could be totally wrong