you poor thing, i no its hard to live like this at the moment but you WILL be ok your ex landlord is a sick b*****d and your very brave to take him to court, we need more brave people like you to stop monsters like that.
i married when i was 18 and 23 years later we are still together with 2 grown boys and very very happy, so take no notice of what other people say, if the 2 of you can get through this you can get through anything.
when i first got married we were refused a loan for a house 3 times so we gave up for a few years and rented, then when we both had work experience behind us we were able to get a mortgage for our 1st home now 10 years on we are buying a lovely tudor house.
so you be strong and positive my prays are with you and your husband
wendy and rosie