Than you thank you thank you thank you thank you everyone and Kim for posting this !
(this is long SORRY !!) Thank you for the wonderful cards- the nice gifts & the many phone calls - even the ones I missed and so truyly appreciated - more than you'll ever know. I really REALLY miss my husband. I thought there would be some 'relief' knowing he isn't suffering anymore but I just plain Miss him

it's so very quiet and lonely now
Anyway - I'm keeping notes and will personally get back to all of you. I THINK I fixedmy phones and do have a cell if anyone needs it - Was up till 2 am trying and ended up with working phones but then put my my ty out in the process LOL - I was so tired I didn't care so - no tv -and on and off phones ...
Sissy is right - when it rains it pours. I'm hoping the company will work with me as I have many many complaints in about my digital phones
And she's right about how busy I've been - I
HAD to stay busy or I'd have just curled up crying - I was pacing and couldn't sleep or eat so I figured cleaning is always a cure for that king of thing plus... Knowing there would be no $$ I have to move fast, The cost of apartments isn't much lower than my house rent so if we could stay here I'd be estatic - The Girls are missing their dad but mostly ok - It's Tessa my cocker I'm worried about. She's just devesated poor girl.
So - since I can't 'talk' to each of you - I'll start a thread and update everyone that way. I feel I can do it soon but do apologise - I had too hard of a time reading the other ones - I kept cryin then couldn't see the words.
Linda (fufu Fashions) was nice enough to print them all out for me when she came over.... I think my girls fell in love with you

- Thank you so much for the food

I know I was a terrible patient and think it's lack of sleep that's keeping me from eating but I'm trying-
Joan - I NEED THOSE ORTHOPEDIC Socks and Shoes now

ask me how I sprained my ankle that now looks like it's 5 times bigger than my other one) and a Thank You to Fred for rushing me a keyboard and ciggies - that was so thoughtful
and Jamie (Yorkiecrazy) and Kelly - THANK YOU BOTH FOR COMING BY too !!! I don't have much time today - still working on Funeral arrangements with his family & I will be flying to Michigan aroung the 8th....Its so awesome - I've only met a few of them but they've welcomed me like they've known me for years from the day we got married. None of us can believe he's really gone
PART II to Follow and BIG HUGS to all of you !!