Oh gosh that is a horrible situation you are in but remember this is a child and this child has no fault. He didn't ask to be in this world and let alone this situation. Also he is still young where you guys can teach him. I was in a different situation because my step daughters were older and I had a hard time but not because I hated them it was because of the baby momma drama... I love the girls though and they love me. This baby is going to grow on you and although you are feeling like you are right now might not seem right but to me it is understandable...I think its more that you are feeling like you are not going to be #1 anymore because the baby will get all the attention...trust me it will get better....the love for you child is so much different than the love for your other half. Wish you luck sweety...its going to take some time.
Oh and BTW I don't hate you for feeling like this....I've felt the same way |