Thank you Vicki (and Jasper!)
I had been staying at the bf's place but decided to go back to my place for a few days. I told him it was too hard driving into his driveway every evening. (It seems worse at night when I don't have anything to keep me distracted.) I put all her toys, teddy bear, bed, dishes, sweaters, etc away. I told him that the way for me to get over this was to talk about but I understood and respected his way as well. It was just better for me to go home. Then I could call and talk or email my friends and cry in private and not upset him. He said I didn't need to do that and he would try to work with me but I need a few days away from there. We will still talk to each other and see each other. I just don't want to be at his house.
Take extra special care of that baby boy! (It's NEVER selfish to talk about our babies!) They are soooo worth the time and effort! Keep us posted on his health. We are here for you, too!
Not sure the bf will get me the new dog but he did say I should start saving for it. He's not an animal/pet person but I think he finally realized there will always be a dog in MY life! I'll give it time. Day by day!
Mouse's Mommy
