Okay girl, take a deep breath, and look at the whole situation...I know where you coming from, but you must trust your babysitter or you wouldn't even let her around Layla, and you have to pray and have faith....She will be fine, its hard but you need to get away and have some fun also, and just think of all the kissing and love you will receive when you get home, when I have left mine for a few days in the past I was devested and so excited to see them, that when I got home it was like I never left( it was me having the hard time not them)

...so don't worry so much, have a great time....