we leave on Monday for 5 WONDERFUL days in NYC, but i've never been so torn about going away. We are leaving Layla with her babysitter who she LOVES, but i cry just thinking about it. She goes on Friday for a trial run... her babysitter says it is more for me than for Layla... she is right
i'm a mess about leaving her.... i don't know how i'm going to do it Friday let alone Monday.... i feel like i'm leaving her forever, even though i know i'm comin back to get her... but what if something happens.... what if she thinks i've left her.... i'm so worried she will cry to let her babysitter know that she needs to go out at night but her babysitter won't hear her. Layla sleeps in a crate and she is level with my bed so i can hear her.. although she rarely wakes up at nnight.. but when she doens't.. she's not kidding.. she NEEDS to go out... i'm worried there is going ot be too much activity at the house for her... our days are quiet... or what if she gets lost... or sick.... i'm just making MYSELF sick about this... i'm just worried it is a bad idea... and I KNOW people leave their dogs all the time in worse places than Layla is going (Which honest to God is ideal...) maybe those that have left their pups for the first time already can just tell me she will be fine.. she wont' hate me and you'd do it again....