I don't think thats weird at all Denise! My baby boy died a horrible death also when he was only 5 months old (somehow got into rat poison and its a mystery to this day where he got it) but I got 2 more boys a couple months later and although I kept a lot of my other babies things, leashes, collars, favorite toys... I never let my boys now use or play with them! it would make me sad!! I don't blame you one bit! Its a constant reminder of the loss you had and how much it hurt you and made you sad.
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