Oh...I am so sorry! It is really tough. I've been in your exact situation, its really hard but you made the right decision. Its never easy, even if you are the one to do the breaking up, especially since you still care about them. But you did the right thing, rather then stay because you've been together for so long, you did what you felt was right even though it was a hard decision. Time will heal your heart. Time and lots of martinis! Kisses from CoCo will help as well