I am sorry for the loss of your dog. I know what you felt when you lost it. I lost my first teacup maltese dog the early part of May, 2007. I only had her for 5 days. I had her in the playpen, I was gone for 2 hours. I took a friend to the hospital for surgery and came back and found Crumb dead. I was devasted and saddened for days. I just kept walking around in a funk.
I recently got a toy yorkie, and she is just as active as all get out. I have so much fun with her. She gives love and we give it back. May you have wonderful memories of your dog like I did.
Gilbert...Mission Hills, California