Thank you all.
I can't even stay with her by myself. Since we had to pick her up from VEC, we stopped by our place because her Hospital wasn't open yet. My mother had to go send papers to a construction worker on site, and my sister had to take a shower....and I told them that there is no way they are leaving me alone with Missy because I am so insecure ever since this accident. I just couldn't stay alone with her.... I am not in the greatest condition. I haven't even ate yet..... I don't even feel like it or else I am gonna get sick.
I just keep getting these horrible flashes of Missy lying on the floor every now and then and I start crying. It's so hard to cope with. I'm so devastated. I really hope it's nothing too serious. I still can't believe this happened--- i really can't believe it. It's like a nightmare.... poor little baby doesn't know whats going on.
