Awww, Buddha, we're all praying for you! We know you'll come thru it like a champ!
I know I had a harder time with this than even Sully did! LOL! Sully is not only my 1st dog ever but he's also my 1st male pet. Other than my husband and a few random fish that could have been males but who knows.
It'll be ok, you'll be back home with your mommy and siblings before you know it! When Sully came out of surgery, the vet said he was one of the easiest patients he'd ever had