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Originally Posted by tammy8833  aww..i wouldnt hurt him, i was mad but i would never beat the lving day lights out of him..the thought might have crossed my mind for a moment..lol
i love my baby love love love him, i just dont handle ...dissappointment?..well..i dont know if thats the word or not
everyone will tell ya that i havnt got any patience though i work on it we have good days and bad days..he was probably bored and stuff and my hormones are kicken in
my hubby is the softy of the family Jay (hubby) is like you i think Tammy 
Our son can do no wrong in his eyes i told him about the tv and he;s like big deal so what, when jayson does something wrong hes laughs and finds the cuteness in it, i have been working on getting jayson out of our bed (first kid, i know big mistake, wont happen again i promise..LOL) and he has been out of the bed for weeks now but my husband cant stand to hear him cry so they will sneak back to our bed together sometimes..drives me crazy, jayson (son) draws on the wall..im freaking and my husband is like "look he is so artistic"..lol
i wish that i was a perfect mommy but im just not as good at it as i would like to be, i ose my patience, we skip breakfast, we go puppy shopping, we CLEAN HOUSE together..lol i did sign him up with the playroom and try to take him 2-3 times a week and we havent gone yet this week, we are going tomorrow. i set up his potty time chart and a nauty time chart and we say our abcs and spell words for each letter and count but sometimes hedoesnt get naps, and sometimes i fuss at him |
Sounds like you are doing just fine....none of us are "perfect", that's for sure! I gained a lot of paitence after the death of our first baby. The sad reality, sometimes our children go before us...should not happen and it never will feel right and the pain is ALWAYS there, but things happen in life that are out of our hands. I remind myself, when I start to lose my paitence, just how fleating these moments are and what if I never get to say goodbye and the last words are in anger?! I didn't get to say goodbye to my Abby and now I live my life like this....like I might not get to say goodbye and I have learned to bite my tongue, to hold off on the hurtful words, because of the "what ifs". I know, I am rambling...I just wanted you to know that no mommy is perfect, we just do our best. Squeeze that beautiful baby boy of yours and just let him know that it's just a tv and begin again! Clean slate...tomorrow's a new day!
Tammy