Bless your heart! I think it's murphy's law that every girl must go through this sort of thing when she's 19 ish...I know I did! I'm so sorry you're hurting right now. Just remember that he does not decide your identity!!! You are a beautiful woman with many amazing qaulities ( I know this because God makes us all in his image!) I think the best thing to do is to let him go because it's when people feel trapped that they freak out and become even worse than they were in the beginning. I know clingyness (is that a word?) can be really unatractive to us all. So stand up, be the confident beautiful woman you are and let him miss you!!
I also believe that relationships are just hard...I don't know one healthy relationship that didn't poses two people willing to grow and change themselves for the better! Love is not like the love we see in movies for long... it takes work from both people! You take two people and put them in one relationship, both have to change and grow!
I will say a special prayer for you today. I know how hard this is.
Heather |