I am in a million tears here reading this
I had read your previous posts about Lexxi's seizures and hydrocephalus, and that condition just absolutely breaks my heart. We are here for you, and I can imagine how hard it was for you to make that decision. Don't doubt yourself for this.
You did what you felt was right in your heart and Lexxi's heart. I'm sure she is grateful for everything that you did for her. Your poor baby had a horrible condition that was not curable, and you and your husband were such wonderful parents to her. She had a wonderful life with you two and you did a terrific job for her.
She's in heaven now, happy and no longer suffering.
She will always be your baby, and she will watch over you like a sweet little guardian angel.
Take care of yourself, and we give you our deepest sympathies...