Hello.. sweetie.. It will never be gone.. It just gets less painful... But know you will see your little guy again.. This is what I live for as I know they are their waiting for my coming.. I get tears when ever I think of any of my kids that are no longer with us.. They are the joy of our lives.. Fill a void nothing else can.. I could never just have one.. It would be too awful to not have other around that you love and can hug and kiss on.. They all have simular traits which helps the healing process that no other breed has in my book.. Mine live long lives which I feel is such a blessing..to me and the other people that own my dogs.. Even though they are not in my house I feel they are still my kids..
God Bring you confort and peace and know you were a wonderful mom to your little boy..