my grandma lost her battle to cancer (
http://www.yorkietalk.com/forums/sho...=pray+grandma) i'm devestated
things were starting to look better but as they say its the calm before the storm. the cancer spread to her belly and she had her first treatment of chemo last week but it didnt help. i saw her twice a day when she was in the hospital and then when she went back to the nursing home is was there every night. i went to see her last night and she didnt look good at all, she was very bloated and in alot of pain. they gave her a morphine patch to help the pain in her belly. she told me last night she was dying and i said "no you're not, you're going to be ok" it was time for me to leave i kissed her and said i'll see you in the morning. i was there today at 8am when they opened and she was doing much better, she was sitting up, eating, looked happy. i kissed her bye and said i'll see you later. i got the call i didnt want not even two hours later i told my mom to tell her im on my way to wait for me, i got there and got to talk to her and she listened to me (she couldnt speak), i kissed her told her i loved her and i can deal with that because she's not in pain anymore.
i was SO close with my nanny and im going to miss her dearly. thank you ALL for letting me talk about this. i dont know what im going to do w/my time and w/out her.
i love you nanny
RIP