I am so sorry, dear sweet girl. You are devastated and this loss is not easy to overcome. So many events in your future, and Momma won't be there. I hope these words ease your pain with the following: My mother died at 67, missed out on my first grandchild, weddings and life threatening events in my personal well being. However, I felt her presence at each event, in times of need and talk to her beautiful face that looks out from a frame on my breakfront. Continue to seek the comfort of others who understand your feelings. Write in a journal how you are feeling everyday for at least 15 minutes. Sob, allow yourself to be angry and most of all...tell her how much you miss having her in your life. She is there and listening. Warmly, Deborah |