oh don't feel bad... we all go through difficult times, seems like you were dealing with depression, and I'm sure your parents and Layla helped you go through it. To be honest, I used to bring Pepper with me to work every single day for the first few months but they do grow up fast and I realized recently that I don't really remember him being a little puppy
... She loves you very much and you are a great Mommy, don't worry about that.