Hello YT Friends!
I always get cheered up when I come to this site

. I have a major Dilemma going here..

Seems like one thing or other is happening to me. I thank God I have a wonderful,caring, understanding husband.
Well, here it goes, as of two days ago... I fell when I was taking my babies out to potty. We have had some bad weather here alot of snow and freezing rain last week. Well when I fell I turned my left foot an broke my fifth metatarsal.. It was a BAD break

I knew I broke it cause I heard it pop. I screamed for someone to help me. My husband was on his way home to get me to go to work .That is the reason me taking my babies out to potty. I usally take Max or Bobo with me to work but since I had a busy day today thought I would leave them home today to play with each other. Well I sat out in the cold for about 10 minutes with my babies on top of me licking me and barking. I think they knew something was wrong with Mommy. Thank God My husband drove up and seen me. Otherwise I think ME and My babies would have froze if he hadn't been coming to get me. WEll the short of it I have to have some extensive surgery. They have to graft a bone from my hip an put it in my foot. The break was at the base in a bad place that is hard to heal. I will have screw and plate also. As you all know I just had back surgery last November and still trying to get over it. I hurt my back also. That I have to worry about in April when I go back to the Neursurgeon. Soooooo, here I am with a big cast till my surgery on the 15th. I am a Tax Accountant an this is our busiest time. This is the time we make our money to pay our taxes.Anyway all I have been doing it crying and not sleeping.. hurting ( you name it) I have been doing it.
The thing that really is getting to me I suppose to get my Little Girl Furbaby April 1st, and I had to cancel her. :-( I had the down payment of 500.00 down and I finally got the nerve up to call the breeder.. Thank God she was so understanding and caring. I had to be realistic an know I can't take care of a little one and potty train her. Its not fair on my husband to take care of the other 3 and an new one at that. SO here I am crying and worrying an hurting . The breeder understood and will give my deposit back. all of it .I am grateful for that. She said I will be the next in line when ever she has any other babies. But I wanted this one.. darnit! Why is life so unfair! I am off work for 8 weeks.. no weight bearing doc says. and so I guess I will have to wait on my Little April I was getting. .
SORRY THIS IS SO LONG BUT I HAD To get some one to understand an make me think that at least I am alive an wasn't frozen to death and my furbabies were safe. I am trying and maybe I will get me my little girl This summer. THanks all YT For all the help and understanding you gave me before. Keep me in your prayers when I have this surgery. I hate going under again. I have been under so many times with my knees replaced and my back..etc. My babies is what keeps me going and getting my exercise. So GOD Bless you all and when I cant get back online after surgery I will..
Brenda & Max & Bobo & Libby.. says (((HUUUUGGGGGGSS) to everyone !