Brenda - what a terrible ordeal. Foot breaks/surgeries are no fun at all and I can't imagine what you've already been through with your back. And to have to turn down a baby you were planning on also. Gosh!!
I say, cry all you need to - but know that we are all here for you and you can whine all you want and we'll support you. I hope you at least have less pain really soon........
Sissy and Angel send "get well" kisses!!!!