I'm sorry Brenda for going through tough time.....
I'm sending prayer to you and Momiji is sending puppy kisses to you.
I am in the limbo myself right now.... (My current job is temporary and the assigment will end in a month. So I had to re-interview all over again for this same exact job for permament position....I screwed up a bit last summer so I am not 100% confident that I'll get the job....)
But in my case, it just a job. I can find another job somewhere someday!!!
As long as I can provide food and shelter for my furbaby I can careless where I work!! (I prefere pet freindly work place...)
Good luck with your healing process and please cheer up!!!!
Do I look sorry for you????