Shana,
I am so sorry you are feeling down.

You will be in my prayers. I hope that Penny will be okay, we'll include her also in our prayers. I certainly know those overwhelming feelings we get sometimes. Hang in there! We are all here for you.
I work from home also and yorkie talk is sometimes the only outside communication I get for during the day. I am really grateful for all the friends that I have made here. You have been very nice to me and I appreciate that so much.
We love you and all that you do!

Keep up the good work.

Things will get better!