All of you are wonderful! Thanks for making me feel better.
With all of the extra money that I would have had to spend on Jasper (that's what I had named him

) , i'll invest that money in things that I REALLY need such as a steam cleaner and more toys for Zoey. She has this one little rubber bone that she has demolished. Can anybody recommend a good cleaner?
I'm sure the breeder will understand. She's a wonderful woman and she even told me that if I couldn't afford it , let her know. It's not that I can't afford it but I could use that money to do other things with and i'd rather just get Zoey in place and give her all of the extra LOVE and ATTENTION (she's a hogger!

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