I am scared straight of spiders

but in Ny there are some that are huge. I have learned that believe it or not spiders are good.

In the gardens they kill the bad bugs that destroy the flowers and fruit and in the house they kill the bad bugs that can hurt you or happen to creep in. I have a basement and sometimes when it's hot bugs get in(I am a clean freak) . So now when I see a little spider in my house I usually don't kill it

even though I have a heartattack and a nervous breakdown
Bianca