 In desperate need of reassurance!!
Alright so monday I go in for surgery. It is a minor surgery and you would think that considering this will be my 6th surgery in six years that I would be use to it. And for the most part I am. But I am scared and worried about the anesthesia, I have complications when waking up. Each time I go in for surgery it gets worse, they have a harder time getting me to come out of it without problems. My mom is there for me every time and she says it scares her to death when it happens. And it just keeps getting worse each time. The doctors have tried figuring out why this is happening and how to stop it but they haven't really had any luck. They try different anestetics and other medicines to help but nothing has really worked yet.
Maybe I am worrying over nothing but considering how bad it was last time and the fact that it has gotten worse each time gets me thinking how bad the next time will be.
I am trying real hard not to think about it but it is getting closer and closer to monday which makes me think more about it. I am going to be a total wreck when monday comes,lol.
So I guess I just need your reassurance and prayers that everything will go smoothly without any complications this time. |