[stephluvsangel6]

thanks i dont think they can be viewed well cause you cant click them to make them bigger but the one of me and my hubby is able to do that, i dont know why,

but thanks it truly is heartbraking some days you think it was all a dream cause it happened so fast and its like he was never here and its funny cause my twins were like 11 mos when he was born and my daughter always called him her baby and she still does and when you talk about him she just stares at his pictures on the mantle like she knew him and its just special, its hard to understand the reasons behind it but someday you will, he has opened up alot for me and my family, we wated 2 years or more just being home not wanting to do anything not wanting to spend money and being grouchy and it has opened alot up to us, and it still is hard i have all his clothes in plastic containers under my bed and i have a hope chest with all his stuff in it and all his papers and his glow worm, and its slot of things to look back on but i do it in peace knowing he isnt sick any more, i have a nephew hwo had the same thing but he got his later about 2 months oldish and he got an immun. shot and he still is always sick, he s happy and he plays and stuff but he always sick and its sad i would love to have him here but he was sick and he has other meanings its just hard really really hard,