Sometimes when I'm holding Codie, Tia and Cali it's almost as if time stands still and this amazing peace comes over me. I feel so incredibly blessed to have them. Last night while I was washing Cali in the sink, I held her in my hands and realized how helpless and fragile she is and how much she relies on ME for everything. I looked at her tiny delicate paws and her little pink tongue lapping up the water and I silently thanked god for trusting her into my care. Then later on I was brushing Tia's teeth before bedtime and I held her little face in my hands (her tiny little head fits in the palm of my hands), and again I thank god for blessing me with another little angel. And then when we were all in bed, Tia under the covers, Cali on her daddy's chest and Codie snuggled up against my chest with my arms around him, I looked into his dark chestnut eyes and again thanked god for giving Codie to me.
I feel SO BLESSED to have these 3 little angels in my life. I can't imagine not having them and I seriously don't think I could cope if I lost them. I'm still not over losing my precious Yorkie Princess, Katie (rest in peace sweet angel) and I don't think I'll ever really get over it. I think it's just something you learn to accept and deal with but you never fully and truly get over.
Anyway, I just wanted to share how I am feeling today. I've been in a mushy, sappy mood all week (PMSing perhaps? LOL!
).
But seriously, you guys know what I mean ... do you ever have a
moment where you feel as if time stands still and everything is right in the world? Well that's how my babies make me feel and it's such an amazing feeling!
