I do not breed at this time because my doggies are babies. I would ONLY ever consider breeding if I had a local confirmed buyer and my standard girl was big enough but I really don't want to breed at this time. I am not a breeder. I had a plan to raise studs one day. Not breed females.
I am learning as I go and I might not ever breed I have never actually had a litter. Lexie was almost bred by Romeo by accident which was a scare but lucky me it didn't happen...and was a false pregnancy and I was educated about the standard after this. I now know more about what I want to do.
It was my understanding that Alycia had also planned to breed Lexie and I want to say that at this point I do not think that Lexie should be bred. The vet is going to have lexie spayed.
I truly don't understand why all of you feel the need to be upset with me for I have never lied to anyone but I cannot change the way that you feel. I like all of you and I am sorry if you chose to think badly of me!
As the actual owner of the dog I should not have to explain myself in such a way but here I am again because my friends who have been so nice to me before are thinking I am so mean now. Why do you all just assume I am not now? You never give me a chance. You all just assume I am bad?!? I want Lexie better. How do any of you know what is actually wrong here? You read things and say I am mean or cruel or and now. Why? You were all very nice before. What is going on? You know everyone needs to take a serious look at this forum! I cannot believe this! I never get on here and judge people! I never do this to any of you guys!
I get on here and always post nice things to all of you! I get on here for help! I am always honest with you and now without a chance to find out the truth you immediately jump on me! You quickly do this too! I just don't get it! What did I do to any of you? I have done nothing! I have cared about this yorkie! I cannot send her away sick! That does not make me a bad person! So what??? I didn't get in touch with anyone with in a few hours to update a vet status and now I am a horrible person. Geez...I have been treating a sick yorkie who is suffering from stress! Did anyone perhaps think I didn't get in touch with anyone because I was treating the dog? She was more important to me??? Did that perhaps cross your mind? (And I mean that nice too!!!) I am just saying here I have been doing a lot. I cannot do much more. I don't know what anyone expects from me. I cannot get online and call people. I told Alycia to not call my vets! I said it bothers them. I made the choice after missing the appointment the appointment to find an alternate solution for Lexie and guess what it appears to be working.
I am treating her. She is my top priority. But the decent thing would have been to call me if she had been worried onstead of bringing this here.
Now I am asking that all of you please stop all of this. As my friends please stop because the thing you are not considering is that you are really hurting me here! All of you are hurting me! Do you realize this! I am crying! Serious tears! I am a human being! With real feelings and these feelings are being hurt! I wanted Lexie safe! I wanted things to work out! I really did!!! But this is not right! This is not fair! What you are doing is not right! Please stop it! I was ready to let anyone know anything but this is getting out of hand! You don't let me say anything before you attack me!
You Alycia should have called me! And the rest of you...Please stop this! You know me from before...or at least I thought you did! You were my friends...I didn't do anything to hurt you!
~Andrea |