Well don't feel bad. Big yorkies are as loving and beautiful as small ones, and maybe not as fragile. It would be great if they where all with the standard (0-7 lbs) but the truth is many people out there unfortunately don't breed to standard and these babies grow bigger. Although even reputable long time breeders get overthrows every now and then. Anyway I just want to tell you its ok for a baby to out of the ordinary weight wise you grow to love him just as much. Mine is 10-11 different all the time and she is gorgeous in my eyes.