Connie, After I lost my Mom I would go out to the cemetary everyday for about 4 or 5 months. I would go out there freak out and leave. I remember thinking I should go alone not knowing if I would lose it so bad and just well go off the deep end.
I feel like you and your Mom was as close as I was with mine. I miss her more as each day passes.
Her Birthday was on the 3rd and we went back home and I put flowers on her grave.
You will have very hard first and it does get easier as time passes ,for me I think I have just become numb.
I am sounding negative and I will stop , I am sorry and I hope you have brighter days ahead. |