Ahhhhhhhh baby girl take a DEEP BREATH!
You ever heard that saying "What doesnt kill you will make you stronger?"
My husband has been in the same business, same job (changed hands a few times) for 30 yrs. He is a steadfast honorable person.
But lately he hasnt been happy, there have been bad times, but he never talked of leaving he does now. He is a big asset to his company, IMO they have negative management. Personality clashes, tearing down of motivation, cruel words, very little positive. In all these years, it may have got tough, but the working people helped one another and tried to look for the positive. In times of trouble just one kind word or action can make all the difference.
I do beleive things happen for a reason, and where one door closes another opens, so although things seem bleak now, they can work out fine.
Remember that.