yesterday hubby came home from work and said he had been laid off due to the reserve where his companies rigs are located have been kicked out of the reserve due to their accident recordables. but what makes me mad is they kept on a floor hand who had no incidents, well because hes only been there 3 months incidents are also called write ups, which my hubby has one, he refused to lock out a pump improperly. so they wrote him up, hes been there 4 years and has ll his trainig, but they keep on a floor hand who has no experience but his 3 months but because he doesnt have an incident they keep him, so now we are basiclly stuck, i am tryingn to get out of work earliy to apply at the welfare office but they are prudes here. they dont rally care about these things, they just sit in here and get paid salary pay, while i do all their dirty work and i get paid 10 and hour. i bet mcdonalds people get paid more than me. i mean 10 an hour for administration, uhhhhh we are not going to make it, my husband has been out all day so far looking for a job. i mean he tattoos but tattooing isnt bringing in 4500 a month. but hell get another job but he will start from the bottom up basically. its uhhh why this week why this month, i mean this year has been hell and then this last month has been hell and now its not going away, and we dont get paid for a week and then that week will only have 4 days work on it, which is about 800 dollars maybe but before taxes. but the welfare office gives you a hard time, i want to apply today but you drop off your application today and get called back another day but i cant do that cause they only accept 1-4 o clock i would have to lose wages and take off 2 or more days to getthere on time. uhh anyway im losing my mind. and i needed to go grocery shopping but now i have to use my check to pay the bills, and my check is only 1000 a month, uhh sorry for my ranting but you guys are the only ones who really care bedies my mom who said she would help some but they arent the richest people in the world, they are struggling themselves. thanks guys for reading this.