I must feel your pain, as I sat and cried reading this post. Still blotting my eyes right now.
Know you did the right thing, as hard as it may seem at times. She had a wonderful, very much loved life. Had you done the chemo, she'd been sick the whole time. This way, she did have it easier.
Its really hard to know when its "that time". I'm sure there are many out there who don't believe in letting them go. Each to thier own, but I'd hate to see mine suffer as bad as I'd hate to put one down. So which would be worse sometimes is the question, keep letting them suffer. I don't think so.
The emptyness does hurt, but will ease in time. Takes a lot of time though, and may feel like the pain will never ease, but belive me, it will.
I'm so sorry, even though I know one day, I will go through the same thing with both of mine. They are just "loaned" to us by God fpr what seems like too short of a time.
Nothing in the world like the unconditional love of a yorkie. They love you till their last breath.
Know your baby had a wonderful life with you and your husband. Better life than most dogs and a lot of yorkies. Know you did your best to make sure she was healthy and happy, and not in pain and suffering. You did everything humanly possible for her. But God needed an angel to watch out over you and your husband, and he picked her for it.
I'm so sorry again. |