Let me clear one thing up real quick...I "Melanie" Am not a push over! I had to leave 2 men whom i loved dearly (at the time) Because they were cheating slimeballs who got other chicks pregnant..Yes both of them got other girls pregnant. My Fiance now, is one of those guys who are the manly types. "i'll never cry over a girl" type. He got that mantality from chicks breaking up with him and cheating or whatever..He thinks guys who cry in front of a woman are sissy's! Anyways, when i seen him that day crying like a (itch) i couldnt believe it?? I thought he must have been sorry or at least sorry he got caught up! If i would have found some evidence that he was being unfaithful i would not be here! But all i can do is hope he learned his lesson. Saturday i will be spending the weekend with my mommy and he is not too happy about it! I think when i have some girl time it might make my situation a little bit more easier to deal with. He says 2 wrongs dont make a right but im not going to do anything wrong! Just go to a bar or to a club and dance with some random guy? Maybe head to a toy party My sis in laws are heading toO. Who knows? I know i will let my frustrations out by then! I'll keep you posted untill then i will be waiting for FRIDAY!!!! |