I'm sorry
I know how you feel, I still have days like that
It's been three months today since Starr died. I can say that days like this do get further apart, tho.
You are a loving Mommy who lost her child, and there's nothing to "get over". You HAVE TO greive, that's the only way to get through it. I don't know if we ever get over this pain, but it does become less sharp as time goes by.