Omg... OMG im so so sorry..i just read your post right now..the whole thing and it brought tears to my eyes...while i was reading i was holding my wyatt the whole time..i didnt want to let him go...i can say that i feel your pain when i lost my lowie..it hurts some much..that was before i knew about this site..and i didnt have all the love and support that we have here...just know that we are here for you and your love ones...and know that elle is smiling down on you (mom) and saying she did what she could and i love her for that...it was just an accident and i tried my best to fight...please dont hate your boyfriend for it..i know he has to feel really bad being that he made a mistake..but he loves you dearly...and i know he is sorry for what happend...but just know we all make mistakes and some of them unfortunate are life threating..but god knows our hearts and can heal them too..its just going to take time...love your little elle still and keep her in your heart...as we will too here on YT...sorry for you loss..and we keep you in our prayer! |