Aubrey, I know you will know when the time is right....but NEVER think you don't deserve to love and be loved by another some day. Don't let the word "replace" ever enter your mind. Any living thing can never be "replaced". Ella will/can never be forgoten as she is a part of you now. You were not neglectful in any way. I, for one, as a breeder, would never hesitate to place a puppy in your care...and I'm sure a lot of others feel the same. Reading all that others have written to you and Will warms my heart. So many messages....so many prayers....so much empathy and concern....we all know it could happen to us any given second (and for many it already has). God bless and take care. Hugs to you and Will. |