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  Your loss is monumental. Of course you deserve another baby when you are ready. Remember this, this horrible feeling you have right now is because you have the capacity to totally love. Had you not had this wonderful joyous gift to love so deeply, you would not feel so devastated right now. You still have so much love to give. In time you will be able to love again because you deserve to love and be loved. You are a wonderful mom that has been through a devastating experience. Don't let it rob you of loving again. My prayers are with you.  |