aubrey,
Looks like you have made some wonderful friends here. I hope we will see you back on soon w/pics of a new little one & all the cute stories that we all tell that make the rest of the world think we are crazy as &%$#.
But we're not.All animals are special, they love you unconditionally for so little in return. I think it takes a special person to own a yorkie in bliss. There are many here and you are one of them.
Your friends here have made some beautiful offers to help you get thru this & When you have grieved & made a remeberance for Ella I hope you will take them up on it. Ella is still running around your feet happy & now she will have a new sibling to play with. I am so sad for you, but you are not alone & I see a light at the end of your tunnel. Let us know you are ok. And dont forget to warn your boyfriend that even though you will throw this in his face for the rest of his life (cause thats what us women do) that you still love him & the correct answer for him is "I know, I'm sorry & I love you" But we usually let stuff go after 10 years or so. There are some wonderful people on here. I am touched & so proud of all of you.